Why I Write
Expectant: one who is looking forward to something
Iāve never been a person who had a word for the year, but 2023 was different. In January, as I was preparing for my day, I had the urgency to write down the word āExpectantā at the top of my planner. Now, in January that is not really surprising, right? We are all hoping for a year different and definitely better than the year before. But when I looked at the word āexpectantā, it sat with me. I knew that there was something to it and it was just how I was supposed to approach things in 2023.
By August, I was starting to think that maybe I had gotten that wrong. I mean, the year is almost over and some things werenāt exactly going as I had hoped. But things can change quickly, right?
In August, God said itās time. I knew what He was talking about and this time, I didnāt brush it off like I did in the past. Iām not a journaler by nature, but this is my feeble attempt to right down the thoughts as they come. How God reveals Himself to me in little bits and pieces so I can share them with you. Iām not a theologian or some uber-Godly woman, but I am a person who is seeking and, for some reason, I think thatās enough right now. My hope and prayer is that these will speak to you and encourage you. Or maybe you can just laugh at whatever nonsense comes out of my mouth. Who knows? But letās see where this leads us and what lies ahead, because I expect it is going to be something neither of us expected.
French Fry
The loss of a chicken gave me a glimpse of how God handles our sadness and grief.
Believe And Receive
GOD SEEMS TO BE USING SMALL MOMENTS WITH MY CHILDREN TO TEACH ME HOW HE SEES ME AS HIS CHILD. THE LESSONS I HAVE BEEN SHARING WITH MY CHILDREN LATELY, SEEM TO BE EXACTLY WHAT GOD WANTS ME TO UNDERSTAND IN REGARDS TO HIS LOVE FOR HIS CHILDREN.
Iām scared
When scared, I am learning to remember to trust God like my children trust me.
